و اما عشق...

va ama eshgh...eshsh vazhei ast ke be zendegi rohe tazei mibakhshad!ama darke an kare doshvarist!har kasi dar in zado bom nemitavand ba in vazheye 3 harfi kenar biyayad...ajib nist?!chera?!cheraei vojod nadarad...har fardi tavanaeiye tajziye va tahlile in vagheye azim ra dar khod kashf nakhahad kard...bazi ha tasavor mikonand ba vorode eshgh be liste zendegiye roz mareshan,tamame moshkelateshan halo fasl mishavad!!tasavor mikoanand eshgho dost dashtan sadist dar moghabele tanesh ha!!biyaeid az yek didgahe digar be in masale bepardazim...be nazare man eshgh,na tanha mojebe delkhoshi nemigardad balke nakhoshi haei ra be donbal darad!!delkhori haei,nakhodagah padid miyayad ke ta be hal maze ash ra nacheshidei...albate!in ra ham begoyam ke man dar morede afradi sohbat mikonam ke ta be hal ghalbeshan ba hich kelidi baz nashode va daraye deli pako safand...dasteye badi ke mande nazaram ast afradi hastand ke ba kole bari az ghamo ghose,hamanande parandei dar ghafas,khod ra be daro divar mizanand ta zendegiyeshan degargon shavad!va tanha gozinei ke be zehneshan miresad,eshgh ast!!!goman mikonand ba vorode farde jadidi hame chiz be nafeshan taghir khahad kard!!ama moteasefane kasi nist ke be an ha begoyad:azizam!to bayad khodeto baz sazi koni!moshkele asli khode khodet hasti!ta vaghti ke khod ra nashnakhti va be jaye hale moshkelat az an ha farar mikoni va be donbale an hasti ta yek mojode 2 pa ba yek vizhegi va ehsase khas,kole barat ra sabok konad!ta betavani rahat tar nafasbekeshi!ta betavani be omide oroze garat ra separi koni!hich moshkeli hal nakhahad shod...eshgho dost dashtan niyazmande zamine hamvari hamchon delo ghalbe pak ke khali az har gone zeshtiyo palidist!!!!hal to tavagho dari bedone dashtane sharayete lazem natijeye matlobi begiri??!!eshtebah poshte eshtebah...ba in amalkarde ghalat ham zendegiye khodat ra tabah kardei,va ham rozegare farde moghabel ke ba khateri khosh,khod ra dar aghoshe to raha karde ast,nabod sakhtei!!bishtar tavajoh kon...2ensan!har do baraye khalasi az kheyli az masael che basa gonagon,khod ra dargire vazhei be name eshgh karde and!!!be nazare to,sarneveshteb in do chegone ragham khahad khord?!biyaeid didgaheman ,tarze fekreman ra nesbate be eshgh va dost dashtan taghir dahim ta betavanim bishtar az in haghighat zendegi bahre mand shavim...be omide an roz...parisan